hey guys! sorry ive been mia for god knows how long! lifes been more than a little ridiculous for me in pretty much all aspects. i finally quit my job before i stabbed my coworkers eyes out lol. ummm working to make it over the 1 year hump with the bf...been a lil bumpy at times, but still happier than ive been with anyone else. school is shit, per usual...cant wait to be done with it!
also, side note about the whole quitting my job thing...for the ppl who have asked me over time for me to make them something...now would be the time. i have no way of making money and time i didnt before.

how has everyone been?! ps. im better with m furry fb account ... Mylo LQ Wolfe

real reason i've writting everyone is to see who is going to the reno con in two weekends and what days? i have GRE prep class sundays so i'm out then, saturday my snow group is going to 6 flags but i havent paid yet, and friday i'm 100% free. sooooo what are your plans?!?!?

love you all bunches!!!!

Hotel:
Fairmont

Arrival/Departure:
thursday-monday

Staying in the main hotel:
Yupyupyup

Means of transportation:
JubJub (car)

Sharing a room with:
and

Who do you hang out with:
them two...might see me around at one point or another...but he doesnt really stay in one spot for too long lol

Gender:
Bitch =^_^=

Preference:
straight, but taken

Relationship Status:
well, taken

Open:
neeeee


How old are you:
21

Are you an Artist:
nope

Are you a Fursuiter:
not yet...


How best to find me:
ummm, not really sure...look for a small blue backpack and a black(blue/purple) and green(purple/pink) tail on a 5'7" hot bitch (not to toot my own horn or anything =^_^=


Attending parties:
well we have a party floor room, soooo...ours


Do you drink:
are you buying?

Can I buy you a drink:
yup

Are you attending any panels:
prob one or two

Stage or public performance:
yeeea nope


How do I identify my self to you:
say hai!


Rules of engagement (Physical Contact in Suit):
noooo suit <-.->


Rules of engagement (physical Contact out of Suit):
ummm if i know you, you know what you can do......
if not, well id say hai first.....i guess it just depends on how cute you are ;)


Personality Type:
"people who don't know me think i'm quite...people who know me can't get me to shut up"
not that they've ever really tried. im really shy at first but after i get to know you (and maybe a few drinks) im an open book


How do I know if you're not looking to socialize (angry, busy or upset):
ummm, you will be able to tell...trust me

Any other questions one may have can ask me at anytime

This was my story. It won't all make sense to everyone, the meaning is still the same.

I love you. From the moment I saw you I knew I wanted you. I wanted you in any way I could have you. I did not know what I wanted you as at the time. But I knew. I truly knew at that moment I wanted you in my life as much as I needed you. Love at first sight is not what I believe it. It is connection at first words. I remember your voice. I didn’t always remember your words. But I remember how the sound of your voice was exactly what I wanted to hear. I remember how I never wanted you to let me go when you were walking with me. I remember not wanting to leave your side. Not for a second. I remember feeling at peace while I lay next to you under the stars. I remember how I longed for your touch to continue, though I was scared for myself. Scared of getting close, knowing that you could hurt me. Even at that very beginning you could have hurt me. I remember the feeling of sorrow that I did not know when I would see you again. But then I felt hope at your gift of warmth. I remember sleeping with it that night. I remember loving the smell of it. I remember falling asleep smiling. Remembering and reliving that fateful night. I remember a day without you. I remember wanting to be with you. I remember slyly finding a way to see you. I remember sitting in the dark theater, wishing my furry friend wasn’t there. Wishing that I could hold your hand. Snuggle into you. Kiss you. I remember not wanting you to leave. I remember empty days without you. Unknowing that soon my days would only be filled with you. I remember falling asleep, knowing you were only feet from me. Wondering if you felt the want to sleep next to me as I felt towards you. I remember loving every minute I spend with you. Every dinner. Every run. Every night. I remember falling in love with you before I would ever admit it to myself, let alone others. I remember being so scared. Only feeling comforted because I was with you. I remember not wanting to leave your side, even when thing went bad. When you went bad. I remember wondering why I couldn’t and wouldn’t leave. I remember realizing that I wanted to be there for you. Forever. Realizing that the reason for it all was because I was falling in love with you. I remember you almost kissing me. A memory forever captured in a picture. I remember being scared. Scared that if I made that decision I would be walking down a path that I did not know where it could end. I remember laying in bed with you. Wishing the blanket was not there. That your body was next to mine. I remember a week of tension. A week of sleeping next to you, but never close enough. I remember a weekend of fun. A necklace that was everything I could want. I remember being scared. Scared that you would leave. You would move. That I would lose you. I remember laying awake it bed. Pondering. Questioning. Making my decision. I remember deciding. I remember jumping. Making my choice. Choosing you. Not knowing what you would do. Not knowing where it would go. Not knowing. I remember your spaz reaction to my wolf kiss. I remember laughing to myself. Hoping that in the morning I would not have changed my mind. That I would not let my fear keep me from you. I remember waking up. Hearing your breathing. Knowing you were awake. I remember turning towards you. A usual action that sparked no implication in your mind. I remember your eyes. How the sun made the brown so amazing. I remember looking at your lips. The ones I had wanted to kiss so many times before. I remember knowing I was afraid. But knowing that you were worth the risk. I remember leaning in for a soft sweet first kiss. I remember your slight hesitance. Your surprise. Your acceptance. Your enthusiasm. I remember laying with bed with you for hours. Happier than I had been in forever. That is how I fell in love with you. And since that very first night, my love has never faltered. It has never diminished. It has never left. And for as long as forever, it never will.

I don't ever really write journals, but the minute I saw this I knew there was no place better to share it than on here. One of my favorite things about wolves is their forever dedication to their mate, even when they seem to be gone forever.


Soul Mates Forever...

In a wolf pack they ran together

blessed by The Great Spirit,

their souls locked and mated forever

Loyal hearts that none could sever.

None bothered and no trouble to see

as they ran wild on the wind free ...

Soul mates together for many a year,

their loyal hearts knew no fear.

How could their brave spirits know

one day an enemy would show ...

without heart or even much skill,

and her soul mate, man would kill.

It was by the bright of day ..

as their brave hearts tried to run away ...

Running fast,but their bodies tired

her mate was killed with one shot fired.

With only her around

his lifeless body lay on the ground ...

only his soft fur moved as a lone wind blew

by heart and instinct she knew ...

But she could not linger nor stay

for her own life, she must run away!

So with a pause and one look back

she ran on the wind and rejoined the pack.

Now she stands alone each night

and howls up to the moon's misty light ...

the soulful sound of her cries lingers on the wind,

then dies.

Pain cuts through her soul like a knife

for the mate she had taken for life.

Her spirit is broken ...

but she'll survive ...

The Great Spirit will keep her alive.

She still runs with the pack

but forever and always looks back

for a second she pauses ...

and waits always searching

for her lost soul mate.